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I haven’t been this silent in a while, I’m usually such a talk-active and clumsy person that people always hear me walking when I walk towards them, but this time it is different. I have followed them all the way down the street and they didn’t notice me, my breath is as silent as possible and every step I take is so considered that I haven’t made any single noise. I can’t remember why I decided to follow them, because this is just some stupid act of me, but I can tell they are going to do something terrible. They are going to kill someone again, just as they did with my husband. The police couldn’t find any clues they did and closed the case, because it looked so much as suicide, but I’m sure they did it. I saw it with my own eyes, but no one wanted to believe me. She’s going crazy; that’s what they say about me. It takes me a few seconds to see that they are slowing down and I do the same. They are talking to soft for me to hear, so I want to get a bit closer to them. I start walking faster, but still as soft as I did before, and began to hear what they were saying. They were talking about someone they were going to meet with; Victor. I can’t remember who he is, so I’m pretty sure I don’t know him.

I catch my breath when they turn around, as if they have seen me, and I sneak behind a car as fast as I can. For a single moment there is silence and I don’t seem to breath anymore in those seconds, as if they would hear me if I did. And then there are voices again and steps walking away from me. They didn’t see me, pops in my head. I take a careful look at them and just as I see them, they disappear in an alley. I stand up and start running as fast as I can, I can’t lose them now. I have been following them for over an hour and I want to know what they are up to now. I stop running as I’m near the corner and take a careful look around it to see if they have heard me. But they are still walking. I stay at my place for a few more seconds before I start walking behind them, but when I hear other voices I sneak behind a few boxes that stand on the side of the alley. Beneath me appear four men, they seem terrifying to me and I look at them as they walk towards the men I have been following the past hour. I was lucky to hear them, because they didn’t see me hiding behind the boxes. With a tense look at the eight men I stay at my spot. I can’t go anywhere, because they will notice me if I decided to leave this place. They frighten me and there words thrill me. “Did you kill him?” One of them asks to the men I was following. They nod. Who are they talking about? Him? My husband? I can’t hold a little sob when thinking about him and I regret it the moment I do make a sound. They did it on purpose, didn’t they? What did my husband do? Why did he have to die? But I don’t have the time to think, as they turn around I can see the gun one of the men is holding and I don’t hesitate a single second, jump up and start running. I don’t look behind me and just start running and running. As fast as I can. I hear the gunshots behind me, but I don’t stop. I can’t stop. My lungs start burning and my legs hurt, but I don’t feel like I want to give up my life. They won’t hesitate to kill me, they won’t – is the only thing that keeps me running. They won’t keep me as a prisoner, because I know what these men did to my husband. They didn’t listen to his begging, they just shot him in the head and leaved the room.

I take a fast route down a few alleys and can hear cars racing through the streets, trying to find a way to get closer to be. There are a few men behind me, but they don’t seem to have guns as I don’t hear gunshots anymore. Just a few more steps and I will reach my car. I will be safe. I take out my car keys, so I’m ready to open the car when I’m near. Just a few steps left and I click on the button on my key. I can hear their cars coming closer, I have to be faster or else they will catch me before I reach my car. One step, two steps, three steps and I reach it. I open the car door and jump inside, I can hear the gunshots now, but none of them seems to hit me. I start the car and start driving as fast as I can. As fast as my car can. And for a moment I can hear total silence, I try to avoid the car coming closer to me, but I’m too late. I hear the cars crushing into each other and for a few single moments I can feel the pain rushing through my body and for one single second I hear a scream, it is my own scream, before I lose my conscious.
Waking up in a place you don’t know, in a bed you can’t remind, being a person you don’t really know is a strange thing. You wake up screaming, panicking and everyone around you starts running, tries to calm you down but doesn’t succeed. They only thing they can do is put me to sleep again and hope I will wake up better the next time. This has happened me a few times. I don’t know where I am, everything looks so peaceful and so white; it terrifies me. I want to know where I am, but no one seems to answer. I can see that they want to answer me, but I can’t hear their voices. I can only hear my own heartbeat and my own screaming. I don’t know why I wake up like this every time, I don’t know who I am anymore. “How are you feeling?” Says a soft voice when I wake up. My eyes are wide and I look around me. This time there is someone with me when I wake up, the other times they weren’t here. I started panicking and they came inside, trying to calm me down. But this time it’s different. I feel calm now, they gave me something to calm me down. I look at the woman that is standing beside me, but I don’t speak. I look at her as if she is my enemy, the one who did this to me. “I’m here to take care of you” She says in that calm voice of her, but I don’t believe her. “No you aren’t.” I haven’t spoken in what is almost a month and for one moment she seems to be happy that I said something without screaming, but her happiness disappears as fast as it came as I begin to scream again. Screaming to her that I want her to let me go, that she doesn’t have to right to keep me her and before I can say more than that, I feel a sting in my arm and lose my conscious again. They did it again. But this time I don’t wake up in the same place. I wake up in an alley, where I sit behind boxes, looking at a few men standing a few steps away from me. I don’t know what’s happening and I want to scream again, but this time I can’t do anything. “Did you kill him?” Says a voice and a memory of my dead husband floats through my mind, before the place goes dark again and wake up in the white hospital room I have been in for over a month. The woman is standing beside me again, looking at me with a little smile on her face, I know she is trying to be nice to me, but in her eyes I can see she doesn’t want to be nice to a person like me. I haven’t been a nice person to her. “They killed my husband..” I mutter, before I start crying and screaming again and the place goes dark.

My memory is coming back again, and when I wake up the woman isn’t there anymore. No one is there. I am quiet and look around me, before hearing their voices again. “What? She’s alive? How?!” Someone whispers behind the door of my room, it is the same voice as the man in the dream, the man who asked if they had killed him. “I don’t know, I thought she was dead when we hit her!” Another, unknown voice says. The door opens and two men step inside. One of them catches my eyes and before I can start screaming, he holds his hand before my mouth. I can’t scream again. I want to scream again. So they can put me back to sleep and I don’t have to see them anymore. “Sleep tight sweetheart” The man says as he pulls out a needle with a weird, red coloured substance in it. My eyes turn wide and I try to move. He is going to kill me, I try to scream. But the only thing I can hear is my own muttering. I bit his hand and for one single second I get the time to scream. And I do, but before the doctors can reach me, I feel a sting in my arm and for a single second I feel peace, as I see policemen running inside and arresting the two men, before the room goes dark for the very last time.