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So this is the part where I tell you how I am right? Not gonna happen. You see I am awfully shy .. and I don't appreciate it when you go poking around in my head. I am not special and you are not going to find anything useful in there. I hate big crowds so .. could you take a step back please..? You're making me claustrophobic... Reminds me that if you want to get to know me you'd better be someone who is headstrong and serious about it. It can take a long while before you will find anything out about me and if you are not a patient cat than I am sorry to be around you and to bug you. Will you please leave me alone? I would appreciate it if I could sit here for a while and dream about all sorts of things. Imagining is one of my favorite things to do. Whenever I have spare time I will find a quiet place and think. I have a very vivid imagination you know .. of course wouldn't that mind since it isn't a useful skill in life. Other cats can hunt and fight. I can imagine. Not very exciting, huh? Also do I like it more to observe and follow- rather than think for myself and do stuff. Side note, I am also very easily depressed and shocked by small things. Life seems a lot harder than it really is. If I only could see that more often.

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My pelt is very long, to begin with. I have a noteworthy red back that go's to the top of my tail and ends in a mask on my face. My belly, paws and throat are white and my eyes are cider colored. My nose and paw pads are a very pale shade of pink and if you would describe my built- I guess you could say I am not the biggest cat of the clan.

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I'd rather not discuss my history. I was bullied and lost the only handle in life I had at a very young age. Just thinking about it makes me sad really.. I once had friends but they all left me for some more 'cool' and 'funnier' cats. I never forgot .. but I never forgave either. My brother died before I was born so I never got to know him. My mother told me once that he was a brave warrior who would live to be a clan leader someday. I doubt it since he had flaws. A cat with flaws can never accomplish anything.. right? My father died luckily. I cried a little when he did. I used to hate him and his family for some stupid family business that occurred when I was still a kit. I also hated him for hating me. He never liked me and thought I was weak. He was very selfish and angry against mom a lot of times.. But when I was kit he was the best! I wish we'd stayed that way. I hate him and I love him. My mother is the one whom I share my love with. She is always there for me and she loves me with all her heart. More than anyone could ever do for such a silly cat like me ..

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I am just about the right age I can be. But to make sure look at my character sheet. It changes from time to time just like the leaves fall we age everyday. So do I. I am not immortal. I am thankful for that ..

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Now I am not sure if I have any.. Of course am I very shy, timid, skittish and terrified of most daily things in life.. but in return am I very friendly and are secrets safe with me. If you want a shoulder to cry on you can come to me. Even when my life crashes down I will listen and I will help. After all- is leaving a cat in the snow when he is lost and just meters away from camp a sign from StarClan to help. Help wherever you can. I will never harm another cat! Not even .. if they harm me .. in the most brutal way. Now I .. I can hunt .. not very good but I can do it! Also are my legs the fastest in WindClan! Ha! I can outrun any cat! Whenever I am in an open field, gazing down at the world I feel alive. My sense of direction is crap though but you can relate on my strong sense of smell to get somewhere. But do not think I can remember a lot. I am a very absent cat to know. My mind travels trough all kinds of things and trough the chaos of things going on in my mind I can still hear you talk but .. but please don't get mad if I do things not very obvious! I hate social talks and some things seem normal for me! Oh and if you want to hear good stories of need someone who can calm a crowd down ... I guess I can do that too.

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Now .. this is a sensitive topic. I've never had a tom-cat who liked me. Maybe some puppy loves in the past but never anything serious. Cat's my age know what's up when you ask them about love but I must confess I do not. I am scared of psychical touch if it is not allowed by me. Sudden movement scares me so- and who wants to be with a cat like me? I guess you can see know why I never had any luck with the tom-cats.

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My voice is clear, soft and uncertain. If you would pay attention to it you would hear it. That's one of the reasons why no one ever notices me. I am very quiet and my small voice does not help at all. If it would help you can click here to hear my voice. Also do I have a theme song. It is sweet just like me- but it can also turn out to be quite reserved but rebellious just like me deep down. My theme song can be listened  here so enjoy!