Welke songtekst past op dit moment bij hoe je je voelt?

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[x2]
Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody

No you don't have to wear your best fake smile
Don't have to stand there and burn inside
Oh oh oh if you don't like it

She's working late and making eyes at the door
She's sick of everybody up on her floor
She wants the sun in her eyes but all she gets is ignored

She used to put it out and get it all back
But now she's slipping trying to carry the act
She's sweating under the lights, now she's beginning to crack

Woah

No you don't have to wear your best fake smile
Don't have to stand there and burn inside
Oh oh oh if you don't like it

And you don't have to care so don't pretend
Nobody needs a best fake friend
Oh oh oh don't hide it

No hesitation now she gets up and walks
She thinks of all the pain and pride that it cost
She empties all the tip jars and won't get back what she lost

Outside the window with two fingers to show
She lifts her head up just to blow out the smoke
She doesn't have to look back to know where she's gotta go

No you don't have to wear your best fake smile
Don't have to stand there and burn inside
Oh oh oh if you don't like it

And you don't have to care so don't pretend
Nobody needs a best fake friend
Oh oh oh don't hide it

If you don't bleed it you don't need it anymore
If you don't need it get up and leave it on the floor
No more believing like it's a voice you can't ignore
If you don't need it you don't need it no

And you don't have to wear your best fake smile
Don't have to stand there and burn inside
Oh oh oh no if you don't like it

And you don't have to care so don't pretend
Nobody needs a best fake friend
Oh oh oh don't hide it

No you don't have to wear your best fake smile
Don't have to stand there and burn inside
Oh oh oh if you don't like it

Oh oh oh no if you don't like it

Drowning myself every night
Me versus me has always been my biggest fight
I've been so confused for so long
And the answers always seem so far out of sight
So I fill it up, fill it up one more time
So when everything is wrong at least I still feel right
I'm in the tunnel but I can't see the light

I just want to feel whole again
So I can let you in
I just want to feel whole again
I just want to feel whole
Oh where is my self control?
Where is my self control?

I've been thinking this could be the end of me
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
I have come so far, thought I was so strong
The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
I never thought this would be me

But now I'm on the verge of self destruction
How could this happen to me?
I've never been the type to run from anything, run from anything
So sick and tired of wondering where my morals have gone
My father didn't raise me to become this
Where did I go wrong?

There is not much left of me
I can't feel the ground beneath my feet
There is not much left of me
I let everyone around me down
And now I'm headed to the bottom of the bottle
Just to block out the sound
God I need you now!

I've been thinking this could be the end of me
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
I have come so far, thought I was so strong
The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
This is my vice, this is me weak

I need your love to erase this doubt
I need your hand to pull me out
Sometimes I feel like I will never learn
Because the bottle's always there when I have nowhere else to turn
Will I ever learn? Will I ever learn?

I take another sip
The dark room that I'm in becomes dimly lit
This can't be all there is

I've been thinking this could be the end of me
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
I have come so far, thought I was so strong
The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
And the only one to blame is me

Who have I become?
This is my desperate shout
Pull me out!
Pull me out!
God I need you now!

We started off incredible
Connection undeniable
I swear, I thought you were the one forever

But your love was like a loaded gun
You shot me down like everyone
'Cause everyone's replacable
When you're just so incapable
Of getting past skin deep

Guess what, another game over
I got burned but you're the real loser
I don't know why I've wasted my time with you
You're bad news, a history repeated
You can't trust a serial cheater
You're good at hooking up
But you suck at love

You played me like an amateur
Then stabbed me like a murderer
I'm left for dead, another one of your victims
It's not like you're unpredictable
But your act is so believable
I know it's nothing personal, it's just business as usual
You're good at what you do

Guess what, another game over
I got burned but you're the real loser
I don't know why I've wasted my time with you
You're bad news, a history repeater
You can't trust a serial cheater
You're good at hooking up
But you suck at love

Now I kinda feel bad for you
You're never gonna know what it's like
To have someone to turn to
Another day, another bed
It's just a game inside your head

Guess what, another game over
I got burned but you're the real loser
I don't know why I've wasted my time with you
You're bad news, a history repeater
You can't trust a serial cheater
You're good at hooking up
But you suck at love

Guess what, another game over
I got burned but you're the real loser
I don't know why I've wasted my time with you
You're bad news, a history repeater
You can't trust a serial cheater
You're good at hooking up
You messed this whole thing up
You were such an awesome Mousedung
But you suck at love

You suck at love

Tom Odell - Another Love

I wanna take you somewhere so you know I care
But it's so cold and I don't know where
I brought you daffodils in a pretty string
But they won't flower like they did last spring

And I wanna kiss you, make you feel alright
I'm just so tired to share my nights
I wanna cry and I wanna love
But all my tears have been used up

On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up

And if somebody hurts you, I wanna fight
But my hands been broken, once too many times
So I'll use my voice, I'll be so Mousedung rude
Words they always win, but I know I'll lose

And I'd sing a song, that'd be just ours
But I sang 'em all to another heart
And I wanna cry I wanna learn to love
But all my tears have been used up

On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up

I wanna sing a song, that'd be just ours
But I sang 'em all to another heart
And I wanna cry, I wanna fall in love
But all my tears have been used up

On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up

Just wanna feel like I'm something
Even when our worlds collide
Just wanna feel like I'm something
Something that's worth fighting for
It feels like I am giving up, but holding on for love
So why would you hide behind these lights
The truth is a lie you dressed up in white
You will repress this moment inside

So give me life, give me fire
Cause I'm drowning in the ocean of you and I
We must fight
We'll survive the storm even when our worlds collide
Forgive and forget

Just wanna feel like I'm something
Something that's worth dying for
Feels like I am all alone, but sleeping next to you
So why would you hide behind these lights
The truth is a lie you dressed up in white
You will repress this moment inside

So give me life, give me fire
Cause I'm drowning in the ocean of you and I
We must fight
We'll survive the storm even when our worlds collide
Forgive and forget

Yeah with all I am
And with all I have
I will make you stay or go away
'Cause I won't last much longer

Yeah with all I am
And with all I have
I will make you stay or go away
‘Cause I won't last much longer
So give me life, give me fire
Cause i'm drowning in the ocean of you and I
We must fight
We'll survive the storm even when our worlds collide
Just wanna feel like I'm something

I never felt so broken down
Never felt so alone until I hit the ground
We all have our ups, our downs, our stories that we hold
That go untold
And so we just lay down knocked out
Waiting for the cure
You're not alone

When you look down, does it seem so far away?
Are the names so hard to take, great escape
We are not so different, I can tell
Cause I've stood right where you're standing
Bruised, battered, beaten, broken down
Wore the frown
But I'm here to tell you, that you are loved
You are loved
That you are loved
You are loved

Happiness can seem to be so distant
While tissues fill the trash
People push you down but they're not worth it
Don't be deceived again
They play with feelings like they're meaningless to you
Oh oh, oh oh oh oh
Check my pulse
Now let us review

When you look down, does it seem so far away?
Are the names so hard to take, great escape
We are not so different, I can tell
Cause I've stood right where you're standing
Bruised, battered, beaten, broken down
Wore the frown
But I'm here to tell you, that you are loved
You are loved
That you are loved
You are loved

It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem
We all have issues not knowing how to solve them
And when you feel you're at your worst,
Remember all these words

When you look down, does it seem so far away?
Are the names so hard to take, great escape
We are not so different, I can tell
Cause I've stood right where you're standing
Bruised, battered, beaten, broken down
Wore the frown
But I'm here to tell you, that you are loved
You are loved
That you are loved
You are loved
You are loved

_{Melanie Martinez - Milk and Cookies

1, 2, melatonin is coming for you
3, 4, baby, won't you lock the door?
5, 6, I'm done with this
7, 8, it's getting late, so close your eyes, sleep for days

Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm Mousedung crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too

Ashes, ashes, time to go down
Ooh, honey do you want me now?
Can't take it anymore, need to put you to bed
Sing you a lullaby where you die at the end

9, 10, never want to see you again
11, 12, I pull off black so well
Shit behind the curtain that I'm sick of sugarcoatin'
Next time you're alone, think twice when you grab the phone

Ashes, ashes, time to go down
Ooh, honey do you want me now?
Can't take it anymore, need to put you to bed
Sing you a lullaby where you die at the end

Ashes, ashes, time to go down
Ooh, honey do you want me now?
Can't take it anymore, need to put you to bed
Sing you a lullaby where you die at the end}

For all the times that you've rained on my parade.
And all the clubs you get in using my name.
You think you broke my heart, oh girl for goodness sake.
You think I'm crying on my own, well I ain't.

And I didn't wanna write a song.
Cause I didn't want everyone thinking I still care.
I don't but you still hit my phone up.
and baby, I'll be moving on
and I think you should be something I don't wanna hold back,
Baby you should know that

My momma don't like you,
and she likes everyone,
and I never like to admit that I was wrong.
But I've been so caught up in my job
Didn't see what's going on,
and now I know,
I'm better sleeping on my own.

Cause if you like the way you look that much,
Oh baby, you should go and Mousedung yourself,
and if you think that I'm still holding on,
There's something, you should go and Mousedung yourself.

And when you told me that you hated my friends,
The only problem was with you and not them.
and when you tried to tell me my opinion was wrong,
and tried to make me forget where I came from.

And I didn't wanna write a song.
Cause I didn't want everyone thinking I still care.
I don't but you still hit my phone up.
And baby, I'll be moving on
and I think you should be something I don't wanna hold back,
Baby you should know that

My momma don't like you,
and she likes everyone,
and I never like to admit that I was wrong.
But I've been so caught up in my job
Didn't see what's going on,
and now I know,
I'm better sleeping on my own.

Cause if you like the way you look that much,
Oh baby, you should go and Mousedung yourself,
and if you think that I'm still holding on,
There's something, you should go and Mousedung yourself.

For all the times that you made me feel small,
I fell in love now I feel nothing at all.
I've never felt so low, when I was vulnerable,
Was I a fool to let you break down these walls?

Cause if you like the way you look that much,
Oh baby, you should go and Mousedung yourself,
and if you think that I'm still holding on,
There's something, you should go and Mousedung yourself.

Mousedung is f*ck lol

Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Yeah, we'll be counting stars

I see this life
Like a swinging vine
Swing my heart across the line
In my faces flashing signs
Seek it out and ye shall find
The old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told
I, feel something so right
Doing the wrong thing
I, feel something so wrong
But doing the right thing
I could lie, could lie, could lie
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
But baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

I feel the love
And I feel it burn
Down this river every turn
Hope is a four letter word
Make that money
Watch it burn
Old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told
I, feel something so wrong
But doing the right thing
I could lie, could lie, could lie
Everything that drowns me makes me wanna fly

Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
But baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

Take that money and watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I learned

Take that money and watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I learned

Take that money and watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I learned

Take that money and watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I learned

Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

(Take that money and watch it burn)
(Sink in the river the lessons I learned)

(Take that money and watch it burn)
(Sink in the river the lessons I learned)

(Take that money and watch it burn)
(Sink in the river the lessons I learned)

(Take that money and watch it burn)
(Sink in the river the lessons I learned)

Bones - Sixteen

Ay yo man, we bringing back the real knowledge
The real power in hip-hop
We are the streets, the movement
Hot street single smash

We were 16, this means robbing was an option
Money was the problem, scrapping copper for some profit
Break it in for some gin, hope your mom don't got a problem
Throw the bottle over the fence, and I hope nobody saw us
We were gone, we were dead, resurrect and go to bed
Just some dirty white boys with some drugs up in our hands
Never slanging dope, no, cause we'd rather just smoke
Ice cold, back rolls, tires covered in snow
I'm taking it back to the basics, I'm bringing it back to the basement
See this that Christmas light shining, 101 blunts to the face, shit
See I was 15, drinking like I was fcking 32
All the things you and your friends do, I did that too
Broken glass, blunt ash, dashing away with the product
Peep it, flip it for some dollars, then we buy some more bottles
Our parents thinking that we missing, haven't spoken some weeks
My shoes wet from the weather, hiding out from the heat

I'm just a young bad kid, wasn't meant to do shit
I did things I wish I didn't, I got things I wish I did
Just a young bad kid, wasn't meant to be shit
I did things I wish I didn't, I got things I wish I did

Feeling something like Jermane Dupri
Jagged Edge I'm with the twisted team
White and cold, I'm like Mr. Freeze
But I'm looking something like Keanu Reeves
I switch the blade and she pop a bean
Heart stop and she drop to me
She smell the smoke and she know it's SESH
She see my eyes and she know it's me, like damn
Did it really all change that quick
Now everywhere we go they know us
I wanna stop time, I don't wanna go on any longer
Just give me a moment

Why are you keeping me at a distance?
All that I'm asking for is forgiveness
Are you even listening? Am I talking to myself again?
I keep on staring up at the ceiling
Waiting for you to give me some kind of reason
Are you even listening? Am I talking to myself again?

And I know you don't owe me your love
And I know that you don't owe me nothing at all
Ain't no way I'm giving up on you

Don't leave me here in the dark when it's hard to see
Show me your heart, shed a light on me
If you love me, say so, If you love me, say so
You know I can't live without you, I'm on my knees
Where are you now? Shed a light on me
If you love me, say so, If you love me, say so

Why when I call, you never answer?
I'll try to talk, you keep on dancing
I can feel you on my skin, but am I only dancing with the wind?

And I know you don't owe me your love
And I know that you don't owe me nothing at all
Ain't no way I'm giving up on you

Don't leave me here in the dark when it's hard to see
Show me your heart, shed a light on me
If you love me, say so, If you love me, say so
If you love me, say something
You know I can't live without you, I'm on my knees
Where are you now? Shed a light on me
If you love me, say so, If you love me, say so

Shed a light, shed a light on me
Shed a light, shed a light on me
Don't leave me here in the dark when it's hard to see
Show me your heart, shed a light on me
If you love me, say so, If you love me, say so

It's the same each and every night
Glare at my screen with two big bloodshot eyes
I'm stuck self-torturing
My meds are failing me
Internal clock in smithereens
Can't fix this, I'm hopeless

My eyes are stapled open wide
As I lay down on my side
I am bouncing off these walls

Notice my hands begin to twitch
Unprovoked assaulting of my concious wit
Me and the TV are enemies
Sickening static surrounds my mind
I'm losing time and realizing
That after days of thought that

I'm stuck self-torturing
My meds are failing me
Internal clock in smithereens
Can't fix this, I'm hopeless

My eyes are stapled open wide
As I lay down on my side
I am bouncing off these walls
As I focus on the clock
Time stands still but I cannot
I should strap myself in bed
I guess I'll sleep when I am dead

Talk to myself, lying in darkness so content
As the sun begins to rise
I can barely shut my eyes
This crazed, delirious mess, laughing at everything I see
My sanity is spent
Just tell me where my time went
I'm losing it

Attention, all insomniacs, please raise your right hand
And kindly, repeat after me
I guess I'll sleep when I am dead

'Cause I'm stuck self-torturing
My meds are failing me
Internal clock in smithereens
Can't fix this, I'm hopeless

My eyes are stapled open wide
As I lay down on my side
I am bouncing off these walls
As I focus on the clock
Time stands still but I cannot
I should strap myself in bed
I guess I'll sleep when I am dead

I guess I'll sleep when I am

"6/10"

I feel like a six out of ten
I gotta get up early tomorrow again
What goes on behind the words?
Is there pity for the plain girl?

Can you see the panic inside?
I'm making you uneasy, aren't I?

What goes on behind the words?
Is there pity for the plain girl?
I'll close my mouth, I won't say a word
A nod of pity for the plain girl.

I know that you don't want me here [4x]
I know that you
Oh, I'll just call a taxi,
I gotta get up early tomorrow again.
(Oh, I'll just call a taxi,)
(I gotta get up early tomorrow again.)

What goes on behind the words?
Is there pity for the plain girl?

I'll close my mouth, I won't say a word
A nod of pity for the plain

I look up from the ground to see your sad and teary eyes
You look away from me
And I see there's something you're trying to hide, and I
Reach for your hand, but it's cold, you pull away again
And I wonder, what's on your mind?

And then you say to me you made a dumb mistake
You start to tremble and your voice begins to brake
You say the cigarettes on the counter weren't your friends, they were my mates
And I feel the color draining from my face

And my friend said
"I know you love her, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away
Let her go, it'll be alright"

So I asked to look back at all the messages she'd sent
And I know it wasn't right but it was Mousedung with my head
And everything deleted like the past, yeah it was gone
And when I touched your face, I could tell you're moving on

But it's not the fact that you kissed him yesterday
It's the feeling of betrayal, that I just can't seem to shake
And everything I know tells me that I should walk away
But I just want to stay

And my friend said

"I know you love her, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away
Let her go, it'll be okay
It's gonna hurt for a bit of time
So bottoms up, let's forget tonight
You'll find another and you'll be just fine
Let her go"

Nothing heals
The past like time
And they can't steal
The love you're born to find

But nothing heals
The past like time
And they can't steal
The love you're born to find

"I know you love her, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away
Let her go, it'll be okay
It's gonna hurt for a bit of time
So bottoms up, let's forget tonight
You'll find another and you'll be just fine
Let her go"

It'll be alright
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
It'll be alright

One step forward
One step backwards
One step forward
One step backwards

Some days I'm up, some days I'm down
Some days the world is way too loud
Some days my bed, won't let me out
But I'm ok with missin'
Out on the social anxiety
Out on the phony friends I don't need
So I just turn off my phone and turn on TV
Cause solo's the only way I can breathe

So I just
So I just
Do my little lonely dance
Performing for my only fan
'Cause it's my kinda party
My room is where my heart is
I do my little lonely dance
I don't need you to understand
And there's no way I'm stoppin'
It's like nobody's watchin'
As I do my little lonely dance

One step forward
One step backwards
One step forward
One step backwards

These days I'm good
These days I'm fine
These days I'd rather pay no mind
Silence is in town, keep her around
And you'll be glad you're missin'
Out of the social anxiety
Out on the phony friends I don't need
So I just turn off my phone and turn on TV
Cause solo's the only way I can breathe

So I just
So I just
Do my little lonely dance
Performing for my only fan
'Cause it's my kinda party
My room is where my heart is
I do my little lonely dance
I don't need you to understand
And there's no way I'm stoppin'
It's like nobody's watchin'
As I do my little lonely dance

One step forward
One step backwards
One step forward
One step backwards

All I need is me, myself, and I
All I need is me, myself, and I
All I need is peace and quiet
Shh... that's better

Some days I'm up, some days I'm down
Some days the world is way too loud
Some days my brain's, lockin' me out

So I just
Do my little lonely dance
Performing for my only fan
'Cause it's my kinda party
My room is where my heart is
I do my little lonely dance
I don't need you to understand
And there's no way I'm stoppin'
It's like nobody's watchin'
As I do my little lonely dance
I do my little lonely dance
I do my little lonely dance
Like nobody's watchin'
I do my little lonely dance
I do my little lonely dance
I do my little lonely dance
Like nobody's watchin'
I do my little lonely dance

~~Lang leve de verwarrende exen (:~~

I know you've suffered
But I don't want you to hide
It's cold and loveless
I won't let you be denied

Soothing, I'll make you feel pure
Trust me, you can be sure

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beautiy is not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

You trick your lovers
That you're wicked and divine
You may be a sinner
But your innocence is mine

Please me, show me how it's done
Tease me, you are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Please me, show me how it's done
Trust me, you are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beautiy is not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart